What can I say? Maybe I’ve been too blessed with friends that I’ve forgotten what life was like without any friends. I forgot how lonely it was, how pathetic it was. I forgot what it was like to be boycotted all over again. I forgot what it was like to be looked down upon. I forgot how those eyes could hurt so much. Guess it’s all predestined. It’s all fate. Only when things change, that the old memories and times just flash back into my mind.

I don’t exactly remember how our clique was created. But what I know was that the feeling all along had been unbelievable. We just click. We feel at ease, comfortable with one another. Anything at all, we could just be our epic, retarded, joking, and funny selves. It was great. It was a beautiful friendship.

I know that people come and go, but I really cherish the times spent with all these people. I don’t know what the future may bring, but I hope it is a future with each and every one of them inside it.

Now, it’s a sad and somewhat familiar feeling that’s creeping back into my heart.

You can't understand what lies ahead, if you don't understand the past

I guess I had just forgotten about it. Too caught up in the bliss that was happening and I guess, I really had let go of the haunting past behind me. Well, all good things have to come to an end, no? I guess, I’ll have to adapt back into the lonely life I once had, because it’s the only way of life that I know; the only one that I have to get back into, to survive. More than disappointed in the environment I was placed in, I was disappointed that I could not handle it. Disappointed that I let my past haunt me all over again. It’s gonna hurt a lot more, I just know it. I don’t want to cry over these worthless beings.

I know they’re not worth my tears. But I’m just a fucking pathetic cry baby that I used to be. And I still am. That’s still disappointing. I’m pathetic. I hate this weak part of me that’s so useless.

Hey people of LJ! :D
hahas, well. December's here now, and 2011 is like flying away soon ._____. Man, it's kinda scary if you think about it. Time really flies. But I like how it's so Christma-ssy everywhere! :) hehe. There are the lights display, the songs, the gifts, the tree, presents and all. It's a great atmosphere! Makes me feel like buying random things ^^

11 days to XMAS :D ~
/Wishing you'all a great holiday! :D with loves!~


FISHY LOVES YOU :D <333

HOLIDAYSSSS :D
Wheeee, so awesome:)
/Hope everyone will have a great time toos! ^^
LOVE!

Title: Tenth Day
Pairing: Eunhae(?) /More of friendship
Rating: pg
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: Own the story only. And it's my first fic! :x
Summary: Eunhyuk was always there for Donghae, especially so when Donghae's crying buckets.
A/n: Please comment <3 Even one comment would be nice! Pleeeeeeeeeeeease!
( Eunhyuk wrapped his warm arms around him in a tight embrace, as if he could hug all of his pain away. )

Oh, my exams are almost over ~~ ^^
Simply too happy :D :D ~

Idk, why I am posting, but yeah, to share the happiness, perhaps. :) Hope everyone's doing great, and stayin' happy always ~
Currently just slackin' off. And the weather's freezing like literally. So, I'm hugging me knees to me chest as me writing this. And me toes are fozen. ): ~

Hi~~
just a lil update.. I'm sure no one really reads this. But that's okay.
Just a scream out that A-cha is like awesome-amazing :) <3 But I can't help but notice that the SM people just like to pair leeteuk with donghae, like in Sorrysorry Remix, and A-cha also (O.O) ? Oh well, fishy gets along with everyone~ :D

A-CHA~



Oh, and jgh;asodghasuoghsojgnsough/ Super Junior's goodbye stage *sobs-wails-cries* ):
sigh, hope to see them soon...

/Seeyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ :D

Just a quick update, (even though I'm pretty sure no one reads this) that life is supersupersuper busy x:
Basically beacuse of my major exams coming up(!!) T____T
Am like totally spammed with assignments and lessons, but luckily there are awesome fics and vids to get me through each day :D
/Oh, I really owe it to these awesome bunch of writers that make my day worthy ^^ <3

*LOVE/HEARTS/SMILES* :))
Jonghyun agrees you guys rock! :D

So basically I created this journal to stalk fanfics 8D
cos' it's just really good to read and absolutely awesome-amazing and yeah. :)
Maybe I'll try to write some later on, but we'll see how that goes. :D

I've been meaning to start this account for some time, guess to make some friends and read more fics :D
/So do add me kkkkk! :D
Um, so my name is Nikki, and I live in Singapore/previously for a period of time in Australia.
So, just a litte self-intro thingy, I worship/support/live for/love/like/adore Super Junior and SHINee :D I also like other english pop/rock bands, but for the most part, I am swept by the Kpop wave.

WHEEE~

My bias in SHINee is blingbling Jjongggggg ~ <3 (Dontcha think he's reallyreally cute/sexy/hot/jgfsdhgf?) But seriously, loveeeee :)



See, he's supersupersuper passionate/and I just love his personality :)

Then there's Super Juniorrrr :D
My bias is Fishy Donghaee ~ He's also a reallyreally cute and sexy guy, and he's really affectionate. ^^
I love the way he sings and dances vvvv much

Sexy much ? :))

Of course I like other members as well, but they're the tops! :D

I ship JongHo and JongKey most, but I read anything related to jonghyun :b *hardcore fan*
And I loveeee Eunhaeeeee/Haehyukkkkkk Lalalala

/Please add me/comment/whatever! I wanna make more friendsssss ^____^
*hearts*

kkkkbye~